Tuesday 1 March 2011

Long day after Oscar night

So I did end up watching the whole Oscar gala last night. Consequently, today has been a long day with little sleep for me since taking an afternoon nap is apparently more difficult to accomplish than I expected. So now I've used up all my strength and am ready to fall asleep.

In any case, I am happy I watched the Oscars this year. The Academy's attempt to make the gala "young and hip" this year was blatantly obvious and even commented on by the hosts. Anne Hathaway, 28, is the youngest person ever to host the Oscars. She shared the stage with another young star, 32-year-old James Franco. The two first-timers did a passable job. Franco was very calm and seemed even a bit stiff at times, but Hathaway countered that with a charming perkyness and unguestionable enthusiasm.

The winners (in categories on which I had some background knowledge of) were not surprising. Sure, the races in some of the categories apparently were quite close this year, especially in the cases of Best Director and Best Picture. This time The King's Speech and Tom Hooper came out on top instead of The Social Network and David Fincher.

The King's Speech was overall the biggest winner of the night by taking home 4 Oscars, all of them from major categories (Picture, Director, Original Screenplay [David Seidler] and Leading Actor [Colin Firth]). Christopher Nolan's Inception also received 4 Oscars, all of them in more technical categories (Cinematography [Wally Pfister], Visual Effects, Sound Mixing and Sound Editing). Both Supporting Actor and Actress awards went to The Fighter (Christian Bale and Melissa Leo) and just as most were expecting, the very pregnant Natalie Portman got the golden man for her remarkable performance in Black Swan. The winner of Best Adapted Screenplay this year was Aaron Sorkin for The Social Network.

Some of the best parts of the show were the nicely excecuted opening video, Kirk Douglas's introduction of the Best Supporting Actress nominees and consequent yet delayed announcement of the winner, as well as the acceptance speeches of both Melissa Leo and Colin Firth. Though this year's gala is not the best I've seen, it did have some aspects that will keep last night's show in my mind for a while. After all, there is a certain magic to hearing both swearing and Finnish from the mouths of fresh Oscar winners...

Monday 28 February 2011

Pit stop: Oscar night

It's that time of the year again - the night of the annual Academy Awards. For five years I had a straight record with watching the Awards gala each year, but for the last two years I've been slipping. Last year I missed watching the gala completely and the year before that I only saw parts of it live. Now I'm attempting to get back on track.

I'm not sure if I'll be able to concentrate perfectly throughout the whole broadcast, but I'll try my best and will hopefully stay alert enough to at least keep track on the winners. I might even try blogging about it on REEL Time... We'll see.

In any case, the gala starts in an hour and I'll try to stay awake until the end sometime around 5am GMT.

Sunday 27 February 2011

Back to the Present

Yeah, maybe the post title isn't as clever as I wanted it to be, but it does serve its purpose.

For the last week I've been slipping badly, both concerning this blog as well as in many other ways. Of course I have a reason for last weekend with me being in London and thus forced to be offline for a while. But from Monday onwards I've had Internet access and still I've been messing up my posting rhythm - i.e. skipping some days when it comes to posting. It's been unplanned each time and allways due to both physical and mental exhaustion.

Well, I knew I needed some time to just relax and let myself be for a while and that's what I've been doing for the past two days. Today has really helped and I'm starting to feel like myself again so maybe I'll even manage to be a bit productive tomorrow and even figure out a plan for Monday's long day on campus. Today productivity has been the last thing on my mind. However, I still managed to progress with the 250-project, and it also played a big part in my feeling a bit better as well.

After an anime-filled day I figured out a live action film would be nice for a change. It had to be something fun and inspiring so I ended up watching Back to the Future (Robert Zemeckis, 1985) [currently 72 on the list]. I've seen the film a few times before and, even though it's been around ive years or so since I last saw it, I could remeber most of what was about to happen next. However, that didn't matter at all - I was still laughing, squirming around and biting my nails as if I had never seen the film before.

Even though the whole film is brilliant and at times makes your stomach hurt from laughing too much, the best part of it (and the reason for most of those agonising fits of laughter) is the nutty professor Dr. Emmett "Doc" Brown. Christopher Lloyd creates the ultimate demented genius that is the epitome of a crazy professor. Since my first acquaintance with Doc Brown around 15 years ago, I have compared every loony genious to him - and rarely found them as satisfying or fit for their purpose. You just can't get the same effect without the rolling eyes, electrified hair, a pure and unyielding love of science and a fluffy dog called Einstein.

I think I'll have to watch the sequels soon as well, just to see more of this magnificent nutty doctor and finish the story. After all, it is a trilogy and the ending of the first film simply begs to be followed soon by the next installation. But that shall have to wait until another day.

Friday 25 February 2011

Pit stop: Recuperating again

Yesterday was a long day and I spent most of it feeling like a zombie. I had been contemplating on resting by watching a 250-list film - which ever I'd end up feeling like - but in the end I couldn't focus long enough to decide...

Finally I had dozed of on my bed with my netbook beside me. Got a nice long sleep but even so I've been feling quite tired today. I suppose that should be expected after having exhausted myself for so long - it takes some time to bounce back to normality. Well, hopefully the rest of today will help my gather more strength so that I can get back to working after a week long pause.

Thursday 24 February 2011

Pit stop: Still exhausted

Yep, another busy day walking around the town with my mother. It has been nice, but I'm getting so exhausted it takes time to form coherent thoughts. That certainly is no delight.

Didn't manage to find the time or strength to type about London... I'll leave that until the weekend since tomorrow will be another long and tiring day - this time mostly spent on campus. Friday will be dedicated to recuperating and hopefully regaining some strength so I can get back to being productive.

No I need sleep so I'll be able to get up fairly early in the morning.

Wednesday 23 February 2011

Tired and uncreative

Weekend in London was nice. However, I've been so preoccupied with content analyses for the IS that getting sufficient rest hasn't been the easiest thing to accomplish. That has of course resulted in me being constantly tired and unable to productively concentrate on anything.

It's wonderful to spend time with my mother, but being exhausted all the time is a bit of a hindrance to cheerful sociable behaviour. Apparently I'm also making her worry about me - which is unnerving, but I'm not currently able to really change that since I have no strength to step up my act.

Well, at least today was a good day, even for the 250-project. We went to see The King's Speech [currently 94 on the list] and both enjoyed it a lot. Sure, the seats were not good (2nd row since the screening was surprisingly already almost sold out when we got there), but fortunately I could forget where I was sitting until the end credits. The stiff neck afterwards is not that great, though...

I can see why Colin Firth has been snatching award after award this season for his performance. He is magnificent in the role and makes the varying levels of stammering all sound natural and believable. Firth's portrayal of the reserved and occasionally very insecure character of his character, King George VI, is touching.

The story, characters and acting in the films were all marvelous, but what I enjoyed the most was the cinematography. It was peaceful and at times nearly languid, with some quite artistic camera angles thrown into the mix. Nothing felt rushed and all seemedto be throughly considered. I also liked the bleak colour scheme that suits the era and the story very well. Bright colours would have been distracting and would probable have felt obtrusive.

That's it for tonight. And by the way, this is the entry for Tuesday. I'll try to have enough strength to type up my "report" from London tomorrow (that'll be the post for Sat, Sun & Mon).

Saturday 19 February 2011

Pit stop: London tomorrow

Tomorrow I'll finally have a good reason for taking a break from studying. Mum is coming to England and we'll be spending the weekend in London before coming back (well, I'm coming back and she's visiting) to Worc. Sure, I'll be working on the IS by still reading Emma on train and probably also at other times too depending on our schedule.

In any case, I'm actually really looking forward to the next few days. That has been a rare feeling lately, so this is good. I'm hoping to find a bit more motivation for studying as well after spending a couple days with mum. (I'm starting to sound like a real mamma's girl, huh..? Tch, doesn't matter. ^_^ )

Oh, since I'll be disconnected from the online world for a little while, the next post will be on Monday night - with scribbles from the weekedn of course. Until then, good night.

Friday 18 February 2011

Pit stop: Project stalled

Today was a long day on campus and tomorrow will be another long day reading. With the IS taking so much of my "free" time at the moment I wonder when I'll be able to get back to the 250-project... For a change, I'd like to watch a film just for fun. (Sure, watching films on a lecture etc is nice too, but I miss watching a film being able to completely shut my brain down for a while if I want to.)

Well, maybe I'll get a bit of a break next week when my mother comes to visit me! Going to the cinema together would be a nice way to spend some of the time she's here - it's been a while since we did that... Plus with The King's Speech still playing at Vue, it would also give me a chance to get back to the project. At least for a little while.

Can't wait for the weekend and next week. ^_^

Thursday 17 February 2011

Pit stop: Full day

Felt a bit better today. Doing my best to follow the advice I got yesterday seems to work at least for now and I did get a few things done that I had been pushing forward. Unfortunately, reading Emma is still going way too much slow with me constantly thinking whether what I'm currently reading is something I should make a note about for the forthcoming analysis... It slows my already excruciatingly slow reading pace down even further.

Well, I'm going to be tied to the book for the whole time for the next couple day (except for the time I have to spend at lectures tomorrow...). Still hoping I can get through the whole thing before Monday...

Wednesday 16 February 2011

Pit stop: Change upcoming

At least I hope so. I need to start feeling better which means I have to do something about my situation. I got some good advice from a couple friends today and will start trying their methods for coping from tomorrow onwards. I'm hoping things will start getting better slowly once I really do something about them.

Tuesday 15 February 2011

Pit stop: Suffering

So yesterday was the first time I did not manage to write anything for the blog... The whole day was a bit of a rollercoaster. I was really tired in the morning, was somewhat productive around noon, almost fell asleep in the afternoon, felt great playing the piano at campus a couple hours later, got disgusted seeing the first sequence on Saw 3D in my evening lecture, had a brilliant time at a Valentine's Day party and finally pretty much broke down in the early hours of the morning and then had trouble falling asleep.

Waking up was agony since my eyes felt terrible and dry and I've had a headache that makes concentrating on anything almost impossible for the whole. I need to get further with reading Emma, but I'm going to do that while staying in bed for most of the day. Moving around too much sounds like a hazarduous idea for this unstable state of being.


Ps. This is considered as yesterday's entry, I'll write again tonight for today's post.

Monday 14 February 2011

Pit stop: Some progress today

However, unfortunately not with the 250-project.

Instead I managed to get myself to concentrate on reading Emma and also watched one of the two films I'm analysing (the British film version made by ITV). Also, I just finished a new entry for REEL Time about the BAFTA Awards that were held tonight in London. More about the winners can be read here.

Now I need to get to sleep so I can once again wake up in six hours to go to the brilliantly early morning seminar. Such joy and a marvelous way to start this year's Valentine's Day...

In any case, for anyone reading this (since we are already living February 14th in England): Happy Valentine's Day! I hope you have a great day with dear friends and loved ones. Enjoy you individuals with dedicated "better halves"! :D

Sunday 13 February 2011

Pit stop: It's now a habit...

... me staying awake so late because of my blasted story addiction. Happened again and I didn't even really want to try and stop it.

Well, got to get some sleep now so I'll be able to actually get some work done tomorrow. I need to get myself addicted to reading Jane Austen's Emma, that would be productive for my IS. And should be enjoyable as well, once I really get into it.

Saturday 12 February 2011

Being unsocial with Social Network

My story addiction flipped my sleeping rhythm completely upside down for at least a day. Last night after lectures I felt that I needed to relax by watching something nice and fun. After finishing a short anime series I had been rewatching the day before (Hakushaku to Yousei aka Earl and Fairy, Artland 2008), I ended up rewatchig another series.

Itazura na Kiss (TMS Entertainment, 2008) is a romantic comedy about a clumbsy, intellectually dumb (at times emotionally surprisingly clever and sensitive) girl/young woman who has a crush on - and then really falls in love with - the smartest guy in school who is also abit of a snob and quit cold at the beginning. Things happen and they get closer, go through a multitude of silly mistakes and misunderstanding as well as some quite threatening jealousy and trust issues, and finally start a family (which of course brings with it a new set of joys and problems).

Anyhow, the series is 25 episodes long, each episode running for about 24 minutes. When I began watching the first episode at around 12.30am, I was planning on watching half of the series (12 episodes) at the most before getting to sleep. Obviously, things didn't go quite as planned and I, even though I had watched Itazura na Kiss before, I got hooked and couldn't stop watching even when my eyes kept trying to shut. I ended up getting to sleep at 10 in the morning, with the last episode (which is a filler and not that important to the storyline!!!) still unwatched...

Of course I ended up sleeping for most of the day and after I got up at 4pm I've been feeling a bit unfocused. Concerning Uni work, all I got done today was going through the contents and index pages of a new book I just got for the IS. There are three articles from different writers in there that I should be able to use as academic background material for my dissertation. Besides that all the progress I can report about anything is related to the 250-project. Like I said last night - before getting completely submerged within the world of Itazura na Kiss - I did watch a 250 film today.

I had seen The Social Network (David Fincher, 2010) [currently 173 on the list] in October when it was released in the cinemas. That time I thought it was a good film but nothing especially spectacular. It didn't manage to make me awed or draw me completely into the story. After the film got a vast multitude of really good reviews, grabbed most of the attention at most of the critics' awards and started generating intensive pre-Award season hype, I started to think that maybe I missed something. I figured there must be something in the film that I didn't see or pay enough attention to on the first time.

So I decided to watch it again before the Oscars and look at the film a bit more critically, in a way picking it apart in my mind while still enjoying the experience of watching it. The story is intriguing (based on the true story behind the scenes of facebook.com) but more importantly, the script really is good. Jumping back and forth in time between legal hearings and the "actual events" and also glueing separate scenes together might easily become confusing and disorienting, but Aaron Sorkin's script manages to keep things clear and connects the scenes together well with good dialogue.

Fincher has also done a great job directing the film. I read an Academy member's thoughts on voting for the Oscar winners this year on Deadline.com, and he mentioned that the rhythms that Fincher captured in The Social Network work brilliantly. I have to say I agree now that I've watched the film again after reading the Academy voter's thoughts. The combination of pictures, dialogue and music works really well throughout the film - especially in the beginning, during the jumping around with the legal hearings and with the short excursion to the Royal Henley Regatta and the rowing race. During the Regatta scene, I was also impressed by the sound editing which gave the sequence an uttely different feel from the rest of the film. It felt like a completely different world for a little while.

The Social Network still isn't my favourite from last year's films (or this year's Award nominees), but I have to admit that I do appreciate the film more now than I did when I first saw it. And considering how my opinion of it has somewhat changed with the second viewing, it is very well possible that it might change even more with time.

Friday 11 February 2011

Pit stop: Another long day

Having two lectures in one daymakes any day long, even if i doesn't start early. But since I have to be on campus until quite late every Thursday this semester, it means I won't be able to get much else than course work done on those days - being productive in the morning is not one of my talents...

So, no progress with any project today. But I'm planning on watching a 250-film tomorrow. Don't know which one yet, but at least something.

Thursday 10 February 2011

Pit stop: Close call

Whew, almost forgot to write tonight... I've been so preoccupied today that the blog nearly slipped from my mind.

Anyhow, I'm a bit tired now so this'll be pretty much it for the night. Back on campus tomorrow, got two lectures to get through. Maybe I'll take some sheet music with me, so I can go blow off some steam by playing the piano in that little cupboard they call a room in the main building. I'll have to keep that option  in mind tomorrow.

Wednesday 9 February 2011

Pit stop: Recuperating

Not a productive day, but a day of recuperation. I slept long - well into the afternoon to be honest - and spent the day taking it easy after yesterday's campus hour marathon.

Didn't get any further with the 250-project but I did spend some 2h 30min by watching an intriguing Japanese film called 20th Century Boys (Yukihiko Tsutsumi, 2008). The film is based on Naoki Urasawa's manga series of the same name [Niyuu Seiki (20-seiki) Shounen in Japanese]. I haven't read the manga myself but I think it might be worth it. At least I enjoyed the film adaptation, though it is very different from most films made in Western countries both in terms of style and story.

Tomorrow I need to get back to Uni work. A lot of reading to do, but after a day of rest it should not be impossible.

Tuesday 8 February 2011

Pit stop: Sleep deprived

Been a long day... I spent 12 hours on campus today and am now utterly exhausted. At least it has been a relatively productive day and I now have a much clearer idea of where I'm going with my IS than I did before. That actually gave me quite a motivation boost - which I wasn't able to completely capitalise on since I was so tired the whole day.

Now I'm about to treat my sleep deprived state by getting to sleep and not putting the alarm on. We'll see how well that works once I finally wake up tomorrow. But after today, I give myself the right to take it easy tomorrow and work on the IS by reading Jane Austen. Lit review and academic texts can wait until Wednesday. Now I need rest.

Monday 7 February 2011

Pit stop: Early night

It took me ages to wake up this morning and for the whole day I've felt slightly uneven. My mind has been operating as if I was slowly floating through an immensely thick fog - even reading a 10 page article took me just under two hours since I kept constantly zoning out. So the lack of concentration has been a severe problem today.

I did get some reading done for tomorrow morning's seminar, but that's about all I managed to be productive with today. No writing besides this, no reading through material for the IS - just sitting infront of the computer feeling like a zombie.

Well, I'm going to finish the day early tonight. Can't get anything done in this condition and I have to get to sleep early anyhow since I need to get up early as well. Way too early in my opinion, but I have never been fond of school/Uni/work starting before 10am. In any case, tomorrow's going to be a long day on campus and I'm hoping that I'll be alert enough to get some work done so I can end the day with a film or two once I get home in the evening.

Always good to have something to look forward to, ain't it?

Saturday 5 February 2011

Wrestling through the projects

This is an uncharacteristically early time for me to post the day's entry, but I will soon be off to a pub in town and do not want to leave today's bit of writing to wait until I get back home. Who knows, the text produced might be slightly different after my body has been nurtured with a bit of apple tasting liquid intoxicants, but I don't want to take the risk of forgetting to write at all and instead falling asleep right after I get back into my room.

As I said I would, last night I finished my evening by watching Darren Aronofsky's 2008 released drama The Wrestler [currently 158 on the list]. I can see how the film might be considered as a companion piece to the director's new thriller Black Swan - or maybe just the other way around since the latter is the newer film. Then again, one needs to take into consideration that Aronofsky was slowly developing the ballet film for the past ten years or so which probably makes Black Swan the older idea...

In any case, although the films differ greatly in most ways and the main characters' troubles are different, the stories of the Nina and Randy parallel each other. Both the cracking ballet dancer and the ageing professional wrestler are dedicated to their art and strive to doing the best they possibly can on their stages. They both have to sacrifice parts of their lives to excell which takes a toll on them and often makes their lives harder. However, considering the characters' psychological and emltional state, Randy seems much more stable than Nina. He has made mistakes but he realises them. His body does not work as well anymore as it did 20 years earlier and he is ready to accept that - if only he had something else he could rely on besides wrestling.

The feeling and the style of The Wrestler are completely different from Black Swan. While in the new ballet film it is clear that everything on screen has been thought through right down to the smallest detail and the whole film is very artistic, the style of The Wrestler makes the film in many ways seem more like a documentary than a dramatic feature film. The fairly long tracking shots filmed with steadycams following Mickey Rourke's character from place to place suit the story and the setting brilliantly. The film looks rough and that makes the story more believable.

It is a very good film and I especially like the ending which is left open enough for the audience to question what actually happens to Randy. I'm not yet sure what my conclusion will eventually end up being since my logical and emotional sides are still at odds with each other about that. I suppose my optimistic nature will in the end make me lean toward the conclusion my emotional side wants me to accept.

Yep, that's it for tonight. Now I need to dash so I wont be too late.

PS. Oh yeah, lit review not really progressing today. However, I got a bit further with the article research for REEL Time, so at least some progress with the weekend plan.

Lit review and Black Swan

After a slow start to the day it's been a fairly good Friday. I didn't yet really go through the material for my lit review, but I did go through all the suitable books that I currently have in my possesion. Out of four books I already found over ten articles by different authors that should be useful for my IS. Of course, I still have to find academic material about film adaptations and specifically about adaptation theory. It helps that I know there are several books about that at the library on campus, so I simply have to go there to find the info I need.

Unfortunately, quite soon after I got started with the search for academic sources, I lost most of my motivation and concentration. To be honest, it felt quite odd - suddenly getting frustrated with what I was doing and starting to look around my room for something else to do. I ended up cleaning up my desk.

Even though the lit review part of the plan for this weekend did not progress as much as it should have, the 250-project did get going again. In the evening my good friend and I watched Darren Aronofsky's brilliant psychological thriller Black Swan [currently 59 on the list].

This was already the second time I've seen the film. On the first time I was completely captivated by the story and was drawn so deeply into the film that the couple sudden scares in the film startled me. This time I was still mesmerised by the film but paid more specific attention to the main character's development from a timid and overly disciplined naive girl into a trecherous and obsessive seductress.

The character has been written brilliantly and Natalie Portman's portrayal of Nina is magnificent. The actress can convey both the insecure fragility of the young dancer when she is the White Swan as well as the lurking possessive behaviour and the engulfing sensuality of her slowly surfacing dark side as she becomes the Black Swan. In addition to her awe-inspiring acting, Portman is also a beautiful dancer.

I have read from several sources that Black Swan is somewhat like a companion film to Aronofsky's last film, The Wrestler (2008) [currently 158 on the list]. I have not yet watched the wrestling film myself but I am planning on ending the night by rectifying the situation. I certainly hope that I will enjoy that film as much as I enjoyed the dark ballet experience.

Friday 4 February 2011

Planning a productive weekend

Sure, the weekend officially starts only after tomorrow, but since I'm done with my lectures for the first week of the semester my weekend has already started. Of course, it can not be completely used by just hanging about and taking it easy. Instead, I'm actually planning on being productive. Hopefully with a few things.

The most important goal is to get along with the IS. I've got a literary review and a methodology to conquer during the next couple of weeks. Fortunately, I already have the basis for my lit review, but I have to go through it and all the material I used for it and then write the whole thing again. But at least I have somewhere to start from. The methodology part is a completely different story, but I suppose I simply need to get started and build it through trial and error. Who knows, I might even strike gold at the first try - it's not impossible, and I like being optimistic.

The other things I'm hoping to get further along with are of course my personal projects. As a way to take a break from Uni work for a little while, I'm planning on finally watching The King's Speech. That should take my mind of work for a little while, let me relax and progress with the 250-project. It will also get me closer to writing the first review for REEL Time as well.

REEL Time should also be getting more material some time soon. I already know a couple of stories I simply need to do a bit more research on and then write them into coherent news pieces / articles. Today, one idea actually started as simply a topic for a short news story, but it has now developed into an idea for a longer article. Of course, it also means that it will take a lot more research and a couple of films to watch to accomplish what I currently have in mind. Still, I'm going to give it some time during the next few days.

If all goes well I'll be able to be productive by keeping my motivation going by doing each of these three things in turns. At least, this plan goves me a chance of actually doing something productive even while I'm taking a break from Uni work. I'm happy with the plan, now I need to make sure I can actually pull it off.

Thursday 3 February 2011

Pit stop: Nanagasmic night

Yeah, no review today after all. Had a slow start with Uni work but at least I did manage to read a bit for Monday's seminar. Plus, I took a look at the module guides and some of the materials for the modules I'm doing this semester, so it has not been a wasted day.

And especially the night was not wasted. A couple friends of mine and I watched a concert by an incredibly cute and amazing Japanese singer Nana Mizuki. Now my head is both slightly intoxicated as well as preoccupied by her songs and multiple short skirts and mini shorts in which she danced around the stage. Also, I'm told that I have to learn to play one of her songs on the piano. That's going to be quite a challenge, but I shall give it a try in time...

Here's the song - Nana Mizuki, "Next Arcadia":

Wednesday 2 February 2011

Pit stop: Blocked

Even with the title of the post was difficult to come up with today - that's how blocked my mind is at the moment. I spent a few really nice hours in town with a friend in the afternoon. But after I got back home I suddenly felt completely exhausted and lost all ability to concentrate on anything. That in its turn led to me watching the latest five episodes of Greek and now I'm starting to be ready for sleep. Assuming my mind will allow that and not keep me awake for the next four hours.

Yep, that's it for today. No progress with the project, hoping to get some tomorrow by watching The King's Speech. At least that's the plan. We'll see how that goes after I wake up in the morning. Good night.

Tuesday 1 February 2011

Getting back to study mode

Well yeah, it's an ongoing process and I'm clearly not there yet. But having been to my first lecture of the semester I'm getting there. I'm supposed to be back to actually working on background research for the IS during the week so I'll have something coherent done by next Monday. It should be doable once I really get started.

But today has been like a soft descent to that serious study mode and after coming back from campus quite late I've been a bit preoccupied by other things. One of them is an anime series I've been watching lately and especially its opening credits.

The anime is called Level E, produced by David Production and Studio Pierrot and created by Yoshihiro Togashi. It's a currently airing, weekly series that is now at its fourth episode. The setting is a small town in Japan and from the start we are told that there are countless different alien species living on Earth - some peacefully and others waging wars against each other - and the only ones who do not know about this are humans. Of course there have to be a few human characters among the lead roles who find out about the real state of the world, and getting introduced to one of these few is where the story starts.

Now the opening sequence that has been on my mind for a couple of weeks (only for a short while after each time I've watched the latest episode, though) is one of the best anime opening credits that I have seen. At least it suits my tastes. It gives a bit of a retro feeling with its use of colours, has some quite intriguing "camera" angles and gives an idea of the setting with aliens discreetly living among humans. Of course, containing a bit of fan service might not be all that relevant to the sequence but doesn't hurt it either...

The music the credits have been made to is a song called "Cold Finger Girl" by a Japanese singer Chiaki Kuriyama. Since I do not really understand Japanese, most of the lyrics would be completely uncomprehensible to me without the subtitles that have been added to the translated episodes. However, even without understanding all of the lyrics or reading the subtitles, there are points (sung in English) where it is clear that the combination of the music and pictures have really been thought through. They work well and make the combination of music, animation and use of colour and effects complete.

Here's the video of the opening credits (it does not have the subtitles and the video itself plays as a mirror image for some reason):



PS. The 250-project didn't move any further today, but I did write another entry to REEL Time. Check it out here.

Monday 31 January 2011

End of the Christmas break

And this means I have to get to sleep earlier than normal today. That is actually a pretty good thing, since my head has been making itself uncomfortably known for the last few hours. Hopefully a pain killer and sleep will lull this annoying throbbing at my temples away.

I didn't get any further with the project today but I did get another project going. I had been thinking about starting a film blog for over a year and finally got started a couple months ago. However, I instantly hit a wall with that when I started drowning in assignments and work. So after the blog itself was set up, it was left empty and untouched for quite a few weeks.

Now that situation has changed. Tonight I suddenly found the motivation to start posting and even had a couple of things to write about. I'm hoping to get along with the blog at least half as well as I have managed with this one - aiming for at least a few news entries every week (depending on the material and limits in my own schedule) and a film review each time I go to the cinema.

If you want to find out more about it, visit REEL Time here.

Anyhow, it's been the last day of my Christmas break and tomorrow I'll be back on campus, seriously trying to wrap my head around the Independet Study. I'll also have my first lecture of my last semester in this University tomorrow evening - which is actually a bit frightening in a way. So like I said, I'm heading to sleep early (Well, earlier than normal for me...).

Sunday 30 January 2011

Pit stop: Full day

I'm really tired at the moment so this will be a very short post. Had to do some necessary shopping today, like getting food for a starving student (me) and making sure I have the means to keep using my cell by actually putting some credit onto the sim card.

After I got back to the flat nearly all of the rest of the day and start of the night went by while we watched Basilisk (an anime series from 2005) with a friend. We actually watched all 24 episodes with only a couple short breaks - it took just under 10 hours in total. It was nice but at times very frustrating when things in the story just kept going wrong for stupid reasons...

Well anyhow, I'm off to bed before i doze off in front of my laptop.

Saturday 29 January 2011

Settling back to the flat

Last night's entry was the longest post I have yet written to this blog. It was also one of the few posts so far that have seriously concentrated on the project. All in all, that entry - along with the post about Avatar, of which I am also quite proud - is just what I had in mind when I first came up with this project. Unfortunately, my posts have been quite far off of that ideal at least for now. And today will be another day with a post like that...

Of course I have an excuse for this again, this time an actually valid one that even I don't question: I spent most of the day travelling. Now I'm back in the UK and am trying to get back the feeling that this room I'm in is really my room. Sure, it is the same one I left only just over a month ago (just as messy as it was back then) but after spending Christmas and almost the whole of January in Finland it feels a bit strange to be back.

I'm slowly settling back into this student life and apartment, but it's going to take a bit of cleaning tomorrow and maybe a couple of films for me to reach that comfortable state of feeling like home again. I definitely have to find some more tape to get my posters to stay on the walls... For now, I'll just unpack my bags and watch something nice before heading to bed. It's been a long day travelling and on top of that I've been stressing about a few Uni problems so I'm getting a bit tired. Hopefully this tiredness will help me fall asleep easily for once.

Friday 28 January 2011

Ghibli day and a problem

It's been my last full day in Finland for a while and I spent it by packing, slightly sorting out my room and watching films by Studio Ghibli. Or more to the point, Hayao Miyazaki films. It has been a nice day and I don't even feel too anxious about traveling tomorrow. However, just as I was about to start writing this post I realised I have a slight problem concerning the 250-project.

Now that i think about it, it's weird I hadn't thought about it before - the list can change. It already has changed from how it was at the turn of the year. So now I'm left with a bit of a problem: which list do I follow. Since I do have a saved copy of the list as it was at the start of the year - and then I thought that it would consist of the films I am to watch this year - I could still simply follow through with that. But then it would I couldn't say that I've watched every film on the list at the end of the year...

So I think I'll do this: I shall watch all the films that were on the 250 list when the year started. In addition I will watch all the new films that find their way onto the list before the end of the year. This will of course mean that the total number of films I have sworn to watch this year will be more than 250. (And of course I will also be watching many other films from outside the list as well...)

It's going to be quite a task, and one that will require a bit of organising as well. Well, it slightly helps that the films that are new to the list at the moment are all films that were released late last year, and will be getting their releases in Finland and UK only during the spring. So I'll have a chance of going to watch them in the cinema. That is a nice addition to the task!

Well anyhow, on to the progress that I made with the project today.

It was certainly a very productive day. In the end the number of films that I can tick off my list is a magnificent 3. As I already mentioned, they were all Ghibli films directed by the amazing Hayao Miyazaki. The animator is a living legend - he was superbly talented during the 80s and has stayed true to form all the way to the 21st century. His films are a joy to watch with their dazzling level of animation, and the stories are varied in theme but always (or at least for now since I have not yet seen all of his films) keep me intrigued and fascinated.

The first film I watched today was Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) [currently 250 on the list]. Granted, some might disagree that it is not really a Ghibli film since it was made just before Studio Ghibli was officially established. However, it was directed and written (based on his own manga) by Hayao Miyazaki and produced by Isao Takahata - the two people who founded Studio Ghibli.

To me Nausicaä is a Ghibli film, and a very touching one at that. The main character's courage and unquestionable moral integrity are admirable. She has a strange ability to befriend pretty much any living creature, even understand and communicate with the ohmu insects that threaten human kind. The story is at times nearly heart wrenching but the older characters have a knack at easing the atmosphere with their occasionally comical ways. There is even a slight hint of a romantic subplot. Not much, but enough for a romantic to cherish.

The second film for today was Spirited Away (2001) [currently 48 on the list]. That one I have seen quite a few times already. I have enjoyed it every time and always seem to find something new about it. This might of course be because it has been quite a long time since I last watched the film and it is packed so full of small details that you simply cannot remember everything.

Like Nausicaä, Spirited Away also has a courageous young girl as a protagonist. Chihiro's life is completely changed when she and her parents accidentally stumble into a magical world. The little girl has to learn the rules of the strange world to save her parents but there are quite a few tasks she has to conquer before she can return to her own world. Once again there is a bit of a romance growing throughout the film - well, it's more like puppy love, but very touching and important for the story.

Out of today's three films my favourite was undoubtedly the third one - Howl's Moving Castle (2004) [currently 237 on the list]. I have had the dvd in my collection for over a year already, but this was the first time I have actually watched the film. I enjoyed it greatly and am happy that it was the last one for today's marathon (I watched the films in chronological order).

The film pretty much attacks the idea that being beautiful is everything and shows vanity as a nearly fatal flaw in a person's character. Of course it is not quite as simple as I put it here, but that is the core of it according to my current reading of the film. The story also shows that love and acceptance make the world a better place and can even cure people in a way. It's message seems to be that a person needs a heart - both literally and metaphorically.

The main protagonist is once again female, though this time she is a young woman and her courage starts to shine through her somewhat timid exterior little by little. As she gains courage, finds her place in her new home and turns the inhabitants of the castle into an actual family she learns about herself, changes others' lives and even has a chance to fall in love. The main reasons why I prefer Howl's Moving Castle over the other two Ghibli films I watched today are that I greatly empathise with Sophie's character and that I simply adored the love story in the film. In a way - and very unprofessionably put - it made me feel all fluffy inside.

I absolutely recommend all three of these films to everyone. Even if you don't usually watch anime, or any kind of animated films, Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, Spirited Away and Howl's Moving Castle are a treat to any film enthusiast. They all have brilliant and engaging stories with a variety of remarkable characters told through beautiful animated images. Just one more suggestion: watch the films with the original Japanese audio track. The subtitles are pretty good and you should not miss the original voices.

Thursday 27 January 2011

Sewing and In Bruges

Today I spent the length of a whole work day sewing - and in the end I have a new white skirt. I did cut the patterns and fabric yesterday, but the whole process took only 10 hours in total. Besides, it even looks good enough for me to use even after the anime con I made it for. If I ever have to dress in a white outfit with a neat skirt and jacket, I'm prepared.

The pattern for the skirt was quite simple and the skirt was basically easy to make. However, I had never before sewn a lining for anything, so getting that done neatly did take some concentration. But putting the zipper between the lining and outer skirt was a challenge - one I managed to conquer! I am quite proud of the finished product...

Spending the whole day in the kitchen with the sewing machine might have been a bit boring without the TV staring at me from the other side of the table, though. But that threat was averted with a solution that also allowed me to get some progress with the 250-project. 

I watched In Bruges (Martin McDonagh, 2008) [201 on the list] while getting started on the skirt. The film is a nice combination of well written black comedy, a thought through backstory that isn't revealed right away and touching performances from Collin Farrell and Brendan Gleeson. I especially liked listening to the accents, particularly Farrell's thick Irish accent. It didn't matter that I could not constantly look at the screen (though I didn't miss much visually either), as long as I could hear every word I was content.

In Bruges does have its brutal moments but, just like the whole film, those have been done beautifully. There's no unnecessary explicity and the film has been left free from flashy action sequences. It's bleak, brilliantly rough around the edges and touching right up to the end. And though I usually have mixed feelings about open endings, this time I didn't mind - the last monologue was enough.

If you don't mind seeing some shooting and blood spatters, like bleakly coloured scenes and enjoy listening to accents from the British Isles then do watch this film. It is worth it. Now I'm off to bed.

Wednesday 26 January 2011

Oscar nominations

I am currently experiencing a surge of annoyed frustration that is aimed at the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences. Like many media outlets have reported, the nominees for this year's Oscars were announced earlier today. Sure, based on other award nominations and wins as well as my own preferences among the films that I have had a chance to see before now, most of the named nominees were ones that I had expected to be given a nod. Even so, there were a couple upsets that have already provoked quite a lot of astonished uproar.

The nomination snub that shocked me the most was Christopher Nolan being left out of the Best Director race - again. I openly admit, I am one of those nearly obsessed Nolan fans that may be slightly partial towards the English director. I even count him as a contemporary auteur. Still, with Nolan having been snubbed in 2008 for his amazing work on The Dark Knight and now being passed over once again for Inception, the lack of recognition of his directorial talent among the AMPAS is quite unfathomable to me.

Another missed nomination that surprised me was in the Best Supporting Actor category. Considering the performances I have seen out of the five nominations, and the buzz and previous other nominations etc, none of the names on the list felt odd. However, with Andrew Garfield left without a nomination for his touching work in The Social Network something still feels a bit wrong. I certainly would have picked his performance over Mark Ruffalo's work in The Kids Are All Right.

As for this year's predicted big winners, the loudest buzz in the Hollywood circuit seems to be twirling around The King's Speech and The Social Network - which have 12 and 8 nominations in total respectively. I have not yet seen The King's Speech myself, but with its win from the PGA awards and Colin Firth's recent wins at both the Golden Globes and the Critics' Choice Awards, the film is a strong contender in both the Best Picture and Best Actor categories.

The Speech's biggest competition for snatching the golden boy on the big night is the facebook film which seems to have dazzled all the awards forecasters from even really considering other films to have any chance of getting a big price for almost anything this year. Granted, I have seen Social Network only once and did think that it was pretty good. However, the film did not manage to leave me bedazzled or even a bit giddy. It flows nicely, is quite well written and has a few brilliant acting performances in it, but it still did not give me the same awed sensation that I got from films like Inception and Black Swan. I suppose it is a film that I have to watch again to learn to appreciate more.

As for the front-runners for some of the other categories, the closest race for the big price seems to be in the Best Actress group. Natalie Portman's performance as a disturbed ballet dancer in Black Swan is phenomenal, but Annette Bening also gave a very good and widely revered performance in The Kids Are All Right. Both actresses have been nominated in the SAG as well as BAFTA awards and have already won a Golden Globe each for their work. Portman is my own favourite to win the Best Actress Oscar and she seems to be slightly in the lead if the Critics Awards Grid on IMDb and her win at the Critics' Choice Awards can be used as indicators.

During the years I've been watching the Oscars, my preferences for the winners have prevailed only occasionally. This year I am not even sure which films and specific performances or contributions I would vote for in each category. Of course, this is partly because I have not seen all of the nominated films as of yet, but even among the ones I have seen (which is currently about two thirds out of the number of films) I do not really know which are the ones I would unquestionably prefer over the others.

I suppose this is a situation I could easily rectify by watching all of the films again. This would also help with the 250-project since a few of this year's Oscar contenders have already found their way onto the list. It is going to be quite a month if I do end up taking on this task. We'll see how things turn out. For now, I've earned my rest. Good night.

Tuesday 25 January 2011

Pit stop: ...

Yes, another one. I do realise that these have become the norm in this blog during the last week, but my mind is too empty at the moment to correct the situation. Writing two big articles in two days can do that to you, you know. But at least I finally got my work done.

I've got three more days to spend in Finland before heading back to Worcester at least until easter. During the next few days I should be able to sort out my room and maybe even do the inventory of my DVDs - which I have been meaning to do for at least half a year already without any progress... Getting my mind ready to then focus on my IS is also on the list of things to do. If nothing else, I could at least watch the films I'm using as source material.

Yeah, in any case, now my brain needs some food and a romantic comedy I don't really have to think about. That should get me into better shape again.

Monday 24 January 2011

Pit stop: Writing

Busy with writing at the moment. Other stuff that is... Still in the middle of getting the articles finished. All the material is there and I've structured them so that all that is left - pft, as if that was the easiest part - is the actual writing.

Hoping to get to the zone soon so I can actually get some sleep tonight as well. If all goes well, should be done by 6am or so. Then I'll be blissfully sleeping through most of tomorrow. As long as I've really gotten these files sent...

Sunday 23 January 2011

Pit stop: Schleepy...

With everything that's been going on in my mind during the last couple of days, I'm not that surprised that I nearly forgot to write this tonight. Well, I was bout to fall asleep when I remembered... And since this is the one thing that I have been consistent with, of course I bounced back up right away.

It's been a bit stressful today - and will be tomorrow as well. I ended up getting a new laptop, what with my old one being very unreliable since it's constantly over-heating and crashing and the quite new netbook flipping out. In any case, I'm back to working after hours of installing the needed progammes and making back up copies of everything on my HDDs.

Got to get some sleep now, since I have to write about 7 pages of publishable material tomorrow. Fortunately, I'm already half way done with the review and have a clear idea of what I'm going to do with the first big article. Second one is still developing in my tired mind.

Saturday 22 January 2011

Pit stop: Computer trouble

Last night my netbook desided it does not want to let Windows Explorer work, so for a day my life seemed to be in freefall. It's fascinating how such a big part of my life has become completely dependent of a working computer and Internet access that once I'm deprived of them everything seems to crumble down.

This time these problems are really uncomfortably timed, since I'm already struggling to get my work done on time. Since I lost pretty much the whole day due to figuring out what to do, it's gonna be a busy weekend writing for me. Well, at least it's something I enjoy - once I get into the zone and know what I want to say.

Now off to sleep, so I'll have enough strength tomorrow to get halfway through with my tasks. Yosh, oyasumi!

Friday 21 January 2011

Pit stop: Slight stress build-up

Getting a couple articles done this week is turning out to be a bit of a challenge... We're already turning towards Friday, and I'm still very much in the middle of everything. Plus, head is still acting up by being all foggy.

Anyhow, it's been quite a nice day. Took a bit of a break by spending a few hours in the city centre with my mum. Got stuff I needed but also a nice blouse I just picked up. Cheered me up a bit! Later on saw some nice material from Final Fantasy Versus XIII. Been waiting for that game for almost two years now, so seeing some fresh material is nice - plus it looked amazing! Can't wait to see someone play it...

Yeah, back to thinking about work. Need to get at least something finished tomorrow. It will be a day filled with writing.

Thursday 20 January 2011

Return of Catwoman

According to Deadline.com, Christopher Nolan has cast Anne Hathaway as Selina Kyle aka Catwoman in his third - and last - Battie film, The Dark Knight Rises. This is the third time Warner Bros. brings this cat lady to the big screen. First was Michelle Pfeiffer in Batman Returns (Tim Burton, 1992) and over a decade later Halle Berry in Catwoman (Pitof, 2004).

I'm hoping that after the unsavoury attempt to revive the feline 7 years ago, we'll now get to see Hathaway bringing the purring temptress back to the level on which Pfeiffer introduced us to Selina's onscreen incarnation. Considering what Nolan has done with the franchise ever since Batman Begins in 2005, I'm quite confident that Hathaway's Catwoman - and the whole film - will be much more pleasing than the last clawing flop.

Coming back to more personal topics - my head seems to think that staying awake in the middle of the night is much better than getting up in the morning. Last night I rolled around in my bed for a couple hours before exhaustion finally conquered over my busy mind and lulled me to sleep. Unsurprisingly, waking up in the morning took its time too - and now I'm tired but completely awake.

No progress with the project. Stubbornly weird sleeping rhythm and work have me constantly preoccupied...

Wednesday 19 January 2011

Pit stop: Unstable week

Yes, another short post... It's probably going to be a week full of these if things keep going like they have these past two days. Had yet another day with a constant dull headache. I'm getting rather tired of those, to be honest.

Hopefully things will really start to change tomorrow - at this rate all my strength will be lost otherwise. And that I can't allow with the amount of work I have to get done this week. Well, can't do much else than try to get to sleep and hope that my mind won't keep me awake for too long.

Tuesday 18 January 2011

Pit stop: Rhythm change ongoing

I'm still suffering from the signs of self-inflected sleep deprivation. Been having this dull, stubborn headache through the whole day, which has quite effectively disabled my ability to concentrate on anything.

But I did manage to get some excersice though. Finally got myself up to doing a bit of pilates while everyone else was away from home. I need to try to do a bit of that every day, it'll use up my strength but still energise me at the same time. Sounds like quite a paradox.

Today I also learned something very important - a bit of knowledge no one should forget. In the words of Frank Zappa: "Watch out where the huskeys go, and don't you eat the yellow snow." Got to remember that!

Sunday 16 January 2011

Pit stop: Turning the rhythm around

Because lately my sleeping rhythm has been suitable for someone living in the middle of the Atlantic, I'm now undertaking a (hopefully) short challenge of turning those disadvantageous sleeping patterns back to fitting acceptable hours.

Today was a step in the right direction with a (slightly) forced wake-up at 10.30am. Yes I know, it's not that early for most people, but after the last week I've had it was a bit painful for me. However, I'm hoping I can keep up with that and actually be able to wake up at 10 tomorrow! Yes, it will be a challenge I'm already dreading. Still, it would be good for achieving a productive day...

In any case, I'm trying to will myself to sleep quite early today, just so I could have a chance of getting enough rest for this rebellious body and especially my over preoccupied mind. So, this day with no progress concerning the 250-project shall come to an end soon. At least I hope so...

Dissecting the human race on alien territory

Meaning, I watched Avatar (James Cameron, 2009) [144 on the list].

~~~ WARNING: Possible minor spoilers ahead. ~~~

This was the second time I've seen the film, and I admit - I wasn't quite as awe struck as I was the first time. Granted, that time I saw it on the big screen and in 3D. But then I also managed to dive right into the story and didn't mind being able to guess what was going to happen next. I just enjoyed the ride - and it was an experience that stayed in my mind for a while.

This time I watched Cameron's grandiose sci-fi epic in 2D on TV. Sure, even though it was in HD it didn't have quite the same effect when watched on a 32 inch-ish flat screen with just 2.1 sound system (I'm still only dreaming of a good home theatre with 5.1 surround sound and a video projector). But I have to admit, it was still an enjoyable two and a half hours since it truly is a visual treat.

However, since this time I wasn't blinded by the sheer visual gradeur of the film, I did manage to concentrate better on the story. Like so many before me have declared, it is a story that has been told many times. The basic ideas of the storyline should be familiar to everyone, since they have been repeated over and over again in films, literature and plays throughout the ages.

Avatar is a story of two peoples at war, it is a story about the oppressor and the oppressed, it is a look into the ways of an alien people and most importantly, it is a story of a hero. These are all themes and basics of storylines that we are all familiar with and have seen or read since we were children. Still, they are also just as important portrayals of human nature now as they were, for example, a century ago.

Sure, there isn't anything really surprising in the storyline. Even the "great twist" is something you'd expect to happen when a desperate hero has gotten down to his last shot at being recognised by "his people". But if that ultimate leap of faith han't been included, the journey would not have been quite complete.

But besides following through the hero's journey, Avatar is in its way also a very critical film. You cannot watch the film and not be disgusted by the way the hired guns and the greedy corporate bastard handle the situation they're facing. It is just as difficult not to relate that to "the American way" of dealing with such a predicament. They have found untapped reserves of a higly valuable energy source and this they have to have no matter what the cost. If diplomacy does not work with the natives, there are other ways to make them understand - with presumed superiority and heavy machinery.

The corporate side follows the ideology of finders-keepers. They find the resources, if they are not already used by the natives - or the Americans figure they can use them more efficiently and more importantly have "a bigger need for them" - it is the right of the superior people to take hold of the resources with any means necessary. The military side seems to follow a mentality that is just as brutal. They are there to do the damage and clear out. If they can enjoy the fireworks in the meanwhile, ever the better.

Of course, things have to be rectified and balance needs to be restored. It simply wouldn't be right if evil were not punished and the unguided steered to the right direction. And an epic would be slightly lacking without a hint of a romance - even though "a hint" is a definite understatement in this case.

In the end, Avatar is easy to figure out and if you are looking for something completely original considering the storyline, then you're out of luck with this film. However, it is still a story that will never be completely outdated or inaccurate in its portrayal of different aspects of human nature. And this will definitely not be the last time this story finds its way to the silver screen.

Saturday 15 January 2011

Pit stop: Got distracted

Huh, so this can really happen...

Almost missed a day of writing. Well, in reality I did miss the day, and almost the night as well. But since I haven't yet gone to sleep, it doesn't count. I love how I can define my own deadlines for this project.

It was a weird day in many ways. After having trouble falling asleep last night (and same seems to be happening tonight) I slept until 2pm. It appears I've completely messed up my rhythm and turning it back again is not the easiest task.

In addition, I'm dealing with some built up issues that I've been disregarding for over a month. Not an ideal situation for writing articles or working on the independent study.

Anyhow, once again a day filled with films, but none for the project. Suppose I should get back to the 250 again soon...

Thursday 13 January 2011

Suffering from PAFD

Also known as the post-assignment fatigue disorder.
Common among students in higher education.
Typical symptoms: tiredness, sore eyes, dull headaches, inability to concentrate and general feeling of emptiness.
Effective treatments vary for each patient.

This particular subject has relied on films, hot chocolate and microwaveable food.

After last night's belated Christmas party, my mind felt slightly unstable this morning. Especially in relation to academic work. Still, there was that second half of the last assignment of semester 1 to finish so, even though my head furiously protested against it, I had to get up and back to work. The momentary inconvenience did pay off though, since three hours later I was finally finished. Considering that a week earlier I wrote the same amount in half the time, it might not be such a marvelous accomplishment, but I don't really care at the moment. It's done, sent and receipt received.

I'm slightly surprised I didn't immediately fall asleep after sending the assignment, but a few hours later (after already having watched a couple films) it didn't seem such a great idea anymore. After all, if I had drowsed off at that point it would only have resulted in me waking up completely disoriented at 11pm, unable to fall asleep again before at least 4 o'clock in the morning.

Anyhow, right now I'm tired but not really sleepy, so I guess it's okay to watch another film before completely switching off my mind and slipping into the world of weird dreams that usually accompany PAFD...

Oh, also - today's record: four films down, none of them valid for the 250-project. Tsk... Well, it was an off day. 'Nuf said.

Pit stop: Right before sleep

It was an interesting evening. I actually got to go to my work Christmas party. Sure it's already almost mid-January but it was fun. Bad thing is, I ended up staying there longer than I originally intended so now I've got a bit less time to work on the mini essay for my last assignment - which is due tomorrow...

Anyway, I'm still happy I went. Now I've got to get to sleep. My head feels like I'm about to have a bit of a headache, so better to just get some rest and start writing in the morning. And this time it really has to be in the morning. Otherwise I'm in deep trouble.

Well, that's it for now. Hope I'll be up early and get that dang mini essay out of the way so I can get some real rest, even for my mind. Good night!

PS. No progress with the project today.

Tuesday 11 January 2011

Return of Bond

Some good news for the fans of the smooth British agent with a dry taste in drinks, elegant in cars and versatily in women... Deadline.com has just reported that Bond 23 is finally back on track and supposed to go into production "in late 2011". Daniel Craig is back as Bond and still drinking the Martinis, driving the Aston Martin and charming a couple beauties while laying waste on another enemy of Her Majesty's Empire - or so I presume. This time Sam Mendes is taking charge from the director's throne. Worldwide release date is currently scheduled for November 9, 2012.

In other news, it's been a slow day with little progress and a lot of banging my head to the wall. A couple times literally, though that was mostly accidental - I hope...

No new titles to be added to the list of watched films. I'm finally seeing a bit of progress with the journalism assignment - and that has pretty much all happened during the last hour or so... Well, better late at night than with a hazy head in the morning. Gonna get that review done before going to sleep. At least one version of it, then I can mull it over tomorrow if I necessarily want to.

Anything but productive

It's fascinating how everytime there's something you definitely need to do you can always find a myriad of other, completely unrelated things that grab your attention. It's been happening to me throughout the whole day. I'm trying to work on my journalism assignment (which is actually even interesting and enjoyable to do when I really get to it) but my mind keeps wandering off somewhere else.

Yeah, that almost sounds like I didn't have any control over what my mind is doing - which is sometimes quite true. However, I ought to be able to keep it in check and aim my concentration to the most important task at hand. Not the easiest thing to do, at least for me and without the deadline being the next day.

Well, that won't be a problem for much longer since the deadline in on Thursday. But I'd like to be done with this assignment before then so I could start doing other stuff. Like work.

At least the project progressed a bit today. I watched Good Will Hunting (Gus Van Sant, 1997) [196 on the list]. A keep forgetting how brilliant that film is - so every time I watch it affects me and draws something from deep inside to the surface. This time the fears that Will's dealing with in the film seemed to resonate from me as well.

I suppose it's got a lot to do with this being my third year (and last, at least for now) in Uni and I've already been worrying about what I'm gonna be doing after getting through the last semester this spring. At varying degrees, the fear of the unknown has been troubling me for quite a while and seeing Will Hunting battle with similar fears managed to hit a nerve and draw some unexpected tears. I'm hoping that I can end up contentedly driving off to the sunset at some point this year, having made the right decisions for me.

Anyway, guess I should get back to to the Rare Exports review I'm working on. Lots of ideas, some trouble getting them out of my head and typed into a coherent and hopefully interesting and entertaining form.

Monday 10 January 2011

Report: Week 1

Suppose it would be good to write a kind of weekly report. Maybe. Just came up with the idea and I can't be sure I'll remember to follow up on this next week...

Anyways, the first full week of 2011 has passed by with a heck of a lot of suffering, quite a bit of recuperating and fortunately also some pretty good moments. I've managed to get stuff done - grudgingly - and spent at least as much time by doing absolutely nothing constructive or otherwise relevant to anything else except my mental well-being. Well, one could argue that that is also vital for a final year University student battling with some predictable yet always over-powering educational angst.

Considering the state in which I currently am with the 250-project, it's not going quite as well as I had hoped. It's been a week + 2 days and I've watched just four of the listed films... and only one of those during this week if we want to be completely accurate. As I wrote at the time, first day of the year I watched Lawrence of Arabia and last Sunday it was time for The Deer Hunter and Apocalypse Now. This week all I managed to watch was Grave of the Fireflies. Poor progress indeed.

Of course, this week the most important thing was to get the infamous essay about Vietnam war films done and delivered. Wasn't an easy task as you might have noticed... But at last I was done with it and the rest of the week has been dedicated to getting my mind and body to once again cooperate with me without too much rebelling. However, a regular sleeping rhythm is unsurprisingly still pretty much an unfamiliar concept to me.

But what ever the case with my sleeping patterns, tomorrow I've got to get back to work. I still have one assignment to do before I'm done with Semester 1 - and then there's journalistic work to do and an independent study to focus on, but we can get on with those when the time comes... Besides, after I've gotten the journalism assignment done, I think I'd like to take one day off of working, concentrate on the project and actually see some progress by adding a few more titles to the list of films watched.

I could even gather strength by watching a whole trilogy next week. A bit of space opera might do wonders... We'll see. :D

Sunday 9 January 2011

Log: 8 Jan 2011

First time I have to post the entry of a previous day. Last night when I got home, my computer did not seem to really like me - or it didn't want to share me... Anyway, I couldn't get the Internet connection to work so I finally gave up and just wrote the night's entry and simply saved it to be posted later. Now I've got the connetction again, so here's last night's rambling.

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It was one of those therapeutic nights. A night when you might deal with difficult subjects, question yourself, show a part of yourself that you usually keep hidden and even go through some uncomfortable situations - but in the end, it all helps and leaves you feeling calm, or even serene.

I spent a few hours of the night in a nice pub. We had talked about going out with a friend of mine just a few days before. After not having seen each other for a long time, talking for a couple hours one afternoon just was not enough - as it never is with good friends.

We'd chosen the place in advance, a really nice pub right in the middle of Helsinki with a long list of good ales and siders. Well, since my experience with ales is still quite limited, I'll have to just believe when people I know tell me that the ones on the list are good. In any case, it's a good place and people know that. Fortunately, we were clever enough to be there early and actually managed to find a table among the crouds.
We talked for hours, and the later it got the more important and personal the subjects became.

It's weird how people tend to become more open and honest the further into the night you keep talking. It doesn't matter how well you know the person you're talking to or how strong the trust between the two of you is, you reveal the most of yourself during the dark hours.

Our conversation lasted for hours, and while the pub slowly grew less hectic we barely noticed how the last hour simply vanished.

I took the last regular bus on my way back home. As I waited at the stop, heavy snow flakes swirled around the yellow street lights by the train station. Some managed to find their way around my glasses and straight into my eyes and coat gathered a thick white layer on it that turned into hundreds of tiny water drops as the bus wound its way through the slush covered streets.

Walking the last few hundred metres home from the closest bus stop, I watched as my shoes kept gathering small peaks of snow on their tips. With each step the peaks got higher until a flick of my foot sent them flying so another one could start building on each shoe yet again.

As a selection of my favourite anime ballads played on my iPod, I almost wanted to keep on walking in the snow. Watching the peaks build and shatter, flakes twirling in the wind beneath the heavily weighed birch branches. I had been ages since I had last felt that at peace.

Saturday 8 January 2011

Resting with Fireflies

Most of the day went right by me. After having spent the first few days of this year battling with the Vietnam essay, I was expecting recuperation to take a while. So, not all that surprisingly, since I didn't have to wake up early today, I kept on sleeping until the afternoon. The sleep was much needed, though.

It took me quite a while, but I finally got back to the project. Just like I thought last night, I did end up watching an anime film. I watched Grave of the Fireflies by Isao Takahata (1988) [130 on the list]. It was absolutely beautiful. The story is really touching - I can only hope that, if we were put into the same situation, my own brother would take care of me like Seita-kun takes care of little Setsuko-chan.

Of course, I'd hope that people, even strangers, would be more caring than they are in Takahata's film. I could feel my chest tightening as I got frustrated with and actually angry at the two children's Aunt for how she treated Seita and Setsuko.

It was a sad story, but in the end - or I suppose, from the beginning - it didn't feel that bad. After all, the siblings were together again. Even with everything they went through and all they lost during the war, the fireflies brought them back to each other. Of course, knowing right from the start what the end result will be might have made processing all the feelings that the fate of Seita and Setsuko made me go through slightly easier.

This was the first time I have watched Grave of the Fireflies and I'm sure this experience will stay in my mind for a while. I'll probably be watching it again this year, even though it won't take me further with the project after this...

Friday 7 January 2011

Categorising

After finally finishing the Vietnam essay, I've been quite exhausted. However, a few hours of talking with a dear friend in a café works wonders. Good food helps further.

I didn't really make any progress with the 250-project today, though. But all has not been lost - I did manage to update the Word document I'm using to keep track of my progress.

It basically consists of the Top250 list but, to make searching for specific types of films on it easier, I have added some key words after some of the titles. Each Hitchcock, Chaplin, Eastwood, Scorsese and Nolan film now has the director's name written beside the other info. I'm still in the process of writing more key words to the rest of the films, but it's not all that easy - especially if I think about possibly categorising wome of the films by genre... Now animation and anime were easy to pick out - and they do belong in different categories, of course.

I might get along with actually watching something from the list tomorrow. I feel I'm in need of watching something good just for fun! I think I might be in the mood for some Studio Ghibli action tomorrow... We'll see then.

Wednesday 5 January 2011

Pit Stop: Partial progress

Not with the project, but with the essay.

Feeling much better today. With a permission to send my assignments via email to the Uni I got an extra day to work on the essay. Well, not really extra since the actual deadline is tomorrow. But since I originally thought I'd have to send this essay through regular mail today (since all of Finland's post offices are closed tomorrow because of a national holiday), getting to work on the darn thing until the real deadline is bliss!

Still in the middle of writing it. I've got a 675 word long "introduction" for a 2500 word essay. Well, it's got to be good enough. I ain't gonna write it again!!!

Now on to the actual analysing of the films. Got loads of material plus my own notes. Should be easy enough, will just take a while. So, an all-nighter ahead...

Have fun sleeping, whoever you are that can!

Tuesday 4 January 2011

Pit Stop: Stress levels high

Short post today, just a quick pit stop.

No progress with the project. Might take a few more days before I get back to watching those 250 films.

Slow progress with the essay. At least it's some progress but, considering that I ought to be ready tomorrow, that's nowhere near enough. Gonna be another long night and an early morning to top it off.

Stressing out, which isn't helping. But whatever the case, I'm gonna finish this darn thing and get it off my chest. It's been an utter pain - even physically.

Back to work...

Monday 3 January 2011

Searching: Concentration & motivation

... anybody happen to have any extra reserves of those.

I'm really struggling with this essay I'm doing. Going through the material is just taking way too long. I was supposed to be ready to start writing today, but I keep getting side-tracked. Not good...

Of course, I haven't gotten any further with the project today. Still, both The Deer Hunter and Apocalypse Now have been going through my mind the whole day. Big surprise there, as I'm reading academic texts written about them. I still feel like writing about those films for the essay shouldn't be that difficult - if I'd just get to that point first.

It's always this background reserach and getting enough usable academic sources that jars my progress. Especially when the information I need is hidden somewhere in the middle of 20 pages long chapters. Makes me freak out every time - even though I know I can get through this process in the end. Knowing that just doesn't help all that much, since I tend to relapse to anxious fidgeting pretty much every hour or so...

But maybe that's enough of public self-pitying and complaning for the night. After all, I do have something better - or at least more important - to do. Just need to remind myself of that quite often these days...

Sunday 2 January 2011

The Vietnam assignment

Day 2 of the challenge and I'm stressing out... Not about the challenge, though. That's actually going great!

It's the usual Uni assignment stress. Could have avoided it if I'd been a bit better with my time management. But hey, lets face the facts - I've never been too good at that. I just seem to love the anxiety that comes with approaching deadlines and unfinished work!

This time it's hitting me with full force in the form of a 2500 word essay about 1970s Vietnam war films. Sure, I came up with the specific topic myself and negotiated it with the tutor to suit both of us. And I even gathered all the material I think I need for the assignment before taking off for Christmas break. Still, I'm back in a familiar place with just a couple days left and pretty much nothing done.

Well, there is one good thing about this. Since I'm still in the middle (or start more like) of working on the essay, I can link it with the 250-project.

Two of the films that I'm using for the essay just happen to be on the Top 250 -list: Apocalypse Now (Francis Ford Coppola, 1979) and The Deer Hunter (Michael Cimino, 1978) [36 and 135 on the list].

Watching those two films in one day takes its toll... Really good films, but both leave a bit of an unstable feeling in the end. I bet it'll take me a while to fall asleep tonight after this experience.

Anyhow, I'm sure I can write quite abit about those films for the essay. But first I've got to get through my academic material and find the basis for the whole thing. That's the hard part... We'll see how that goes. Still planning to be able to start writing the actual paragraphs tomorrow.

Here's hoping!

Saturday 1 January 2011

Challenge undertaken

I haven't usually been too good at making New Year's resolutions. Fascinatingly, keeping them has been even more challenging. So maybe, in order to make my track record with these seasonally made promises look at least a bit better, it's time to make a promise that I could actually enjoy keeping.

Quite frankly, this year's resolution consists of two separate promises. I'm just going to combine those two things with each other and let it all become one project. Like every project that has the chance of causing a bit of an obsession, this one of course needs a name:

The Daily Stray with TOP250

Now, if the name doesn't give the idea away, here's what I'm about to do this year.

During 2011, I will watch every film on the Top250-list on IMDb.com. Of course, I have seen almost 160 of the listed films before. Some of them quite a few times... Still, I'm going to watch all of those again this year and keep going until I've watched each film on the list at least once.
There's no set schedule, just a deadline - 31 December 2011. Maybe for once I'll actually be ready before we reach the last night...

The second part of the resolution is that this year, I will write this blog every day.
Of course, here I'll have to set some more rules. I can't assume I'll be able to be online every day of the year. So posting each day might not be possible. However, I will still write something and post my ramblings as soon as I'll have the chance to get online. Fair? I hope so, since it's the best I can come up with for now.
All of the posts don't have to be strictly related to the 250-project and not even all that long. Just something, every day, for a year.

I suppose it's going to be an interesting year. And the project has already started. Tonight I watched Lawrence of Arabia (1962) - 49 on the list.
I'd like to write more about it. But to be honest, right now I'm not really in the right state of mind to actually process the film. I guess I'll try tomorrow.

For now, good night and Happy New Year 2011.