... anybody happen to have any extra reserves of those.
I'm really struggling with this essay I'm doing. Going through the material is just taking way too long. I was supposed to be ready to start writing today, but I keep getting side-tracked. Not good...
Of course, I haven't gotten any further with the project today. Still, both The Deer Hunter and Apocalypse Now have been going through my mind the whole day. Big surprise there, as I'm reading academic texts written about them. I still feel like writing about those films for the essay shouldn't be that difficult - if I'd just get to that point first.
It's always this background reserach and getting enough usable academic sources that jars my progress. Especially when the information I need is hidden somewhere in the middle of 20 pages long chapters. Makes me freak out every time - even though I know I can get through this process in the end. Knowing that just doesn't help all that much, since I tend to relapse to anxious fidgeting pretty much every hour or so...
But maybe that's enough of public self-pitying and complaning for the night. After all, I do have something better - or at least more important - to do. Just need to remind myself of that quite often these days...
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